June - I month on

The first few weeks in June fly by. After the initial dreadfulness of being home and the loneliest of being home but down stairs has warn off.
We are in much more of a routine and friends and visitors come and go and its fun. I can hear myself laughing and I like the sound of it.
I still struggle when other children are around, the noise for some reason really bothers me where it never did before and I have no patience for them other than for Molly.
Molly has been terrific. She has been passed from pillar to post for 2 months nearly and hardly seems to let it effect her. She had so much fun playing at peoples houses there for a while. Now sadly though she doesn't want to, and has decided to spend one day with mummy and 4 days in nursery. I guess she craves the structure nursery offers her.
I have lost over two and half stone since this all began. From the first day I was weighed by the surgeon in Eastbourne til now.  I still have a way to go to lose another stone to get back to what I was when I had Molly.
Even being in the wheelchair to go out shopping is not so embarrassing and I look forward to Sundays - going to church in the morning and spending the afternoon in town. We go for cake in Starbucks and then buy some clothes or bits before wandering home.