12 DPO - 22nd May 2010

All day I am focused on Molly and Andy coming. I wear my nicest pyjamas and check I am looking as good as I can.
When they arrive you can here Molly chatting all the way up the corridor and its lovely. I can't believe I have lived without her for so long.

We go down for coffee again and this time sit outside in the sunshine, I know I will be home next week and I am feeling so excited about it.

Molly chats and laughs and generally seems totally oblivious to what she has had to go through!
At tea time they go down to the cafe and leave me to have tea in the ward, as soon as they are gone I cry and want them back. What am I doing sitting in the ward, I could have gone with them. Andy phone is just going straight to voice mail I am gutted.
When they return I am so tired and sleepy. Molly and I lay on he bed for ages just chatting rubbish and playing eye spy. I hope this has all been worth this.